Sunday, February 27, 2005

Universal rhythm

Tick-tock tick-tock incessantly tick-toc
Tick-tock racing my heart
chasing and spinning tick-tock tick-tock
to the next
to the next
again to the next tick-tock
forever spinning forward tick-tock tick-tock
Rising from tick-tock and returning to dust tick-tock
falling tick- tock
falling tick-tock
falling breathlessly upon one and other tick-tock tick-tock
grey dust upon grey dust tick-tock tick-tock.
building a mound tick-tock
building a mound tick-tock
in the bottom of an hour glass tick-tock tick-tock
others rising from and returning to the same dust tick-tock tick-tock
Rising with the same ambition tick-tock tick-tock
falling with the same dismay tick- tock
Tick-tock tick-tock incessantly tick-tock.

Thursday, February 24, 2005

adjusting content to change perspective

This is my waffle
There are many like it, but this one is mine.
My waffle is my best friend.
It is my life.
I must master it as I must master my life.
My waffle, without me, is useless.
Without my waffle, I am useless.
I must toast my waffle true.
I must chew straighter than my clogged artery,
who is trying to kill me.
I must chew him before he chews me.
I will.
My waffle and myself know that what counts in breakfast,
is not the rounds of toast,
the noise of bacon frying,
nor the smoke we make.
We know it is the syrups that count.
We will syrup.
My waffle is human, even as I, because it is my life.
Thus, I will learn it as a brother.
I will learn its weaknesses,
its strengths,
its parts,
its accessories,
its ridges and its indentations.
I will ever guard it against
the ravages of weather and damage.
I will keep my waffle clean and ready,
even as I am clean and ready.
We will become part of each other.
We will.
Before God I swear this creed.
My waffle and myself are the defenders of my country.
We are the masters of our clogged artery.
We are the saviors of my life.
So be it, until there is no clogged artery,
butt Peace.

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

A few changes

As always, I'm finding difficulty sleeping so I decided to watch TV. I came upon a cooking show which featured a woman with impeccable breasts cooking. Actually she wasn't cooking, I'm sure she thought she was. She started off by dumping several cans of Swanson beef stock into a soup pot. She explained that she uses the low sodium kind because she 'likes to control exactly how much salt is in the food'. I wondered if she would have even more control over the ingredients if she actually made the soup, but hey I don't have a TV show or impeccable breasts.
While pondering her good fortune I watched her cut two packages of tortelleni open and dump them in the now boiling canned soup. To finish her creation off she added fresh ground pepper to the factory tortelleni. I'm positive she will taste the nuances of fresh ground pepper after it has been boiled in industrial soup.
I look at cooking as an expression or interpertaion of being a good host. My wife looks at it as an expression of personal creativity. My mother uses her Serbian kitchen to love and to be generous, to remeber the good things of the old country, to remember raising a family, to teach anyone who asks and to continualy develop her skill. Perhaps to other people it is an expression of something else. Regardless of what it can be an expression of, it should be expressive of something.

I'm sure this tv show person can cook, her credentials can not be limited to her breasts, but she isn't cooking and she isn't teaching people to. I'm afraid she is telling people that the yummie ends justify the thoughtless means.

yours breathlessly,
mt2

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

So I want a blog

First post : A statement of intent, a general introduction of myself, to myself, for myself?

After deciding that I could benefit from an audience with myself, and because I need new success In my life I have decided to start a blog.

I have a good life that I am often disappointed with because of its many difficulties.

My greatest, perhaps only, success In life has been my consistent ability to surround myself with the best people. The people in my life are a reflection of the values that were instilled in me by my parents.

I have a wonderful wife that I love madly. I have a great relationship with my parents. My brother and his family are incredibly dear to me. I have a few very good friends, some since my childhood.

like the rest of the world, I have a lot of problems. Like the rest of the world, I want to be a better person. I believe that some improvement will be found in being a better friend to myself. This blog will give me the opportunity to listen to myself.

Maybe I will write something that I didn't know, or at least something that I didn't know I knew.